Tuesday, December 4, 2007

bitch on a keyboard

I have not smoked since about 7pm on November 30. So yes, I am in a bit of a snit these days. The bottom line is, if I really intend to get some lipo done - I am quite sure I cannot be a smoker. The good news is, now that I am eating everything in sight I can get it all lipo'd off when the time comes. There are pluses (or would that be plus sizes?) to everything.
Something to bitch about.

I won a bid on a Lapinator Plus. I wish I would've had one for the trip back to Iowa over Thanksgiving -- instead I had my makeshift board that is so heavy it would like to break my wrist just picking it up. And now, we are taking off this weekend for the OK! cousin's and I am pretty sure I placed the bid too late for it to get here before Friday.
Another thing for me to bitch about.

The work issue was all in my panicky pinhead. All is fine on that front except LLS said she would not have anything for me on Friday and would I like to work on Monday (yesterday). "Sure", says I. So, I wait around the house all day, checking in on the ftp throughout the day -- nothing gets uploaded to me. I could've been out gambling - but no, instead I hung around here waiting on work that never materialized.
The third item for me to bitch about.

My sleep habits are so fucked up. I often go to sleep at 9-9:30 and wide awake at 2am. I am not one to lie in bed and hope to fall back to sleep - as history has shown that that does not work for me, I just get achy and bitchy (bitchier). I am not sure what to do about this. I have tried alcohol, sleep aids, reading, tea, xanax, self hypnosis - nothing has straightened this out. I would think that now that I am post menopausal this would have resolved.
The fourth thing for me to bitch about.

Something that has been on my mind lately. I take xanax - it's no secret. I have taken it off and on since the early 80's when I had a panic attack during the Christmas holiday. Yeh, I think I have hated the pressure of the "holiday season" since way back then. Needless to say, I don't "do" the Christmas thing anymore.
Anyway, back to the gist of this. I have come upon people in my life that have been in that panic state and at which time I have offered them some xanax. Now, I know it is a narcotic and highly addictive -- IF IT IS ABUSED. Some of these people that I have given this to have their own medical insurance - so after they have tried them and found that they worked for them, why the hell don't they go to their doctor and get their own script? I have had 3 different people tell me they want to buy my script.
WHAT? Go to your own doctor and get your own script! I am not a drug dealer!

Not too long ago I made a comment to one of them, "if it weren't for the xanax I would not have any friends at all."
I'm starting to think that is truer than I care to admit.
And that, my textual voyeurs, is my last bitch of the day.
Be well and save the bitching for your blog. :)




4 comments:

Wiz's Wench said...

I'll be yer friend no matter how bitchy you are. :) And i know eggzackly what you mean about the xanax...it turns people into slavering coyotes circlin a wounded rabbit. It's disgusting. I only take them once in a blue moon but geez, MY doctor wants to know why I need them all the time and don't I need to see a therapist. (OF course the answer to THAT is obvious.)
Hugs and luvs.
the mouse

Michelle said...

I don't take xanax but in the past, I have given pain medication to an Uncle who had a migraine because he was was without money and yes, people tend to "hit you up" for more and that is annoying. Like, Hello! I need the medicine that is why I have it in the first place not to supply you with it 'cos you won't go to the doc and get what you need.

Bitch anytime honey. We're here for you.

I hope you have a fun trip with the OK cousins!

I have insomnia sometimes too and I usually just get up and try to do something until I get sleepy. I've took benadryl as my sister suggested but sometimes it makes me feel strange and has rather the adverse effect.

-Michelle

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