where's this going?

i've been kinda naughty lately. i have a secret, but, it's starting to feel like a volcano that wants to spew its molten ash over my brain.

fuck! if i could just think straight, i could put it out here and maybe it would dissipate. but, the thoughts are like a word jumble puzzle.

i'll have to come back to this. i just can't do it right now. i will say that i have been emailing with someone for three months. 


i think i may be heading down a path where i should not be ...